C for Chloe
As I grow, I learn
I learn the things I need to know
And I come to learn how much more
I don't know that I need to learn





So things were so terrible almost everyday. I feel so far from being happy, so far from even being content. A lot happening in this month and it's only the second week. The wrong time and the wrong thing to have happened and the worst thing to start off the month. Maybe june shouldn't have come, but if it doesn't come, I wouldn't have my holidays but then again... my holidays wouldn't get any better.

I'm so disappointed with the people and everything. This could be the most miserable days of my life. Things happened so fast and you can't simply normalize a situation when things like that got out of hand and I have to learn and come to understand while going through trials and testings and walking through wilderness alone to feel the pain and to learn how to handle disappointments and all.

And to you: I'm certain there is no way I can escape and with that I got to be honest with you. I'm not running away, I just need some time to adjust and learn to face what truth really is even if it hurts. If only you see my struggles, I hope you understand. Please also understand because these words were never easy for me to say.



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